Ok, yes, I was depressed when I wrote this. But bear with me, there's light at the end of the tunnel. All lovers run into problems, often break up, sometimes put it back together. This is a take on what if the boys are forced into a period of separation by the powers that be at Showtime? How would Brian fare? What about Justin? Spoilerish in that it incorporates rumors and aspects of already broadcast episodes, but not really dead-on spoilers. In my version of love and pain and the whole damn thing, I like to leave the door open for hope.